Sacred Reciprocity: The End of Overgiving

This is why overgiving is hurting you—and why it has to stop.

There comes a moment when giving stops feeling generous…
and starts feeling like depletion.

You’re still showing up.
Still supporting.
Still holding everything together.

But something in you is tired.

Not just physically—
deeply. In the bones kinda tired.

Many women know this place intimately—
the quiet exhaustion of always being the one others rely on…
while no one quite holds you the same way.

But overgiving is not just kindness.

It is conditioning.

At its root, overgiving often comes from a nervous system that learned early on:
approval equals safety.

If you are needed, you are safe.
If you are giving, you are loved.
If you are accommodating, you belong.

This is the voice of the Self-Doubter—or dare I say the imposter?
The part of you that believes love must be earned through self-sacrifice.

And so you give.
You stretch.
You override your needs to maintain connection.

Until one day, without realizing it,
you’ve entered into a silent agreement:

I will keep pouring… even if no one pours back.

From Extraction to Kinship

Sacred reciprocity offers a different way.

In earth-based and Indigenous ways of knowing,
life is not built on extraction—
it is built on relationship.

Nothing is meant to give endlessly without receiving.

But when you overgive,
you begin to treat your own body and energy
as if they are infinite resources.

They are not.

You are not a well to be emptied.
You are part of a living system.

And every living system requires balance.

Sacred reciprocity is the remembering that
you are not separate from the web of life—
you are within it.

And within that web,
energy must move both ways.

Just as the Earth nourishes and asks to be tended,
your spirit requires the same.

The Return to Sovereignty

Choosing reciprocity is not selfish.

It is stewardship.

Your body.
Your breath.
Your energy.

These are not things to give away freely without awareness—
they are things entrusted to your care.

And when you release the inherited belief
that love requires self-abandonment,
everything begins to shift.

You stop performing your worth.
You start honoring your truth.

This is where the Sovereign Woman emerges.

She does not abandon herself to be chosen.
She chooses herself—and from that place, she gives.

Not from depletion.
But from overflow.

And just as importantly—
she allows herself to receive.

Sacred reciprocity is the end of holding everything alone.
It is the beginning of being held, too.

Dr. Luna & A Sacred Reciprocity Symbol

When Digestion Breaks Down, It’s Not Just About Food

What my body taught me about stress, rhythm, and learning how to listen

My journey with food as medicine didn’t begin with inspiration.

It began in the middle of a high-stress season—my doctoral program—when I realized I could no longer eat without discomfort.

Not sharp or acute, but constant.
Bloating. Heaviness. A lingering sense that nothing was really digesting.

At the time, I couldn’t pinpoint when it started.

Looking back, I can see it wasn’t sudden.
It was a slow progression—signals my body had been sending long before I knew how to listen.

So I started trying to fix it the only way I knew how.

I stopped eating meat, convinced it was the problem.

When that didn’t change much, I cut out bread.

But even then… nothing fully shifted.

It felt like no matter what I ate, my body couldn’t process it.

And underneath that, something quieter was happening—

I wasn’t digesting my life very well either.

The pace, the pressure, what I was holding myself to…
none of it was really settling.

Eventually, I found my way to a Traditional Chinese Medicine practitioner.

After a simple muscle test, he told me: no wheat, no gluten, no dairy.

It felt extreme. Confusing, even—especially at a time when gluten wasn’t widely part of the conversation.

But I followed the guidance.

And slowly, I began to feel better.

That was my first realization:
something I had been eating every day wasn’t actually supporting me.

And still—I knew that wasn’t the whole picture.

It took years for that understanding to deepen.

Through two yoga teacher trainings, an Ayurvedic counseling program, and a gradual return to listening, I began to see more clearly what had been happening.

Not that I had done something wrong.

But that I had never been taught how to be in relationship with food.

How to support digestion.
How to eat in rhythm with my body.
How to adjust with the seasons—both internally and externally.

I wasn’t disconnected because I failed.

I was disconnected because no one had shown me another way.

Today, I hold food differently.

Not as something to control or perfect,
but as something to listen through.

It’s not about eating “right” all the time.

It’s about noticing:

What season am I in?
What is my body asking for today?
What actually supports digestion—not just consumption?

Ayurveda offered me a framework for this.

Not as a set of rigid rules,
but as a way of living in relationship—with nature, and with my own internal landscape.

Not perfectly.

But with awareness.

If your body has been asking for something different—
if food feels confusing, restrictive, or disconnected—

this is the work I hold now.

Through Ayurvedic counseling, we look at your unique constitution, your digestion, your patterns, and your rhythms—

and begin to translate what your body has been communicating.

Not through rules.

But through awareness, and alignment.

If that resonates, you’re invited.

Follow the link below to schedule your Ayurvedic Counseling Intake at Sevanti Wellness.

The Sacred Pause Before Sovereignty

There’s a moment you’ve reached…

Where you know—
you cannot keep going like this.

Not because you haven’t tried.

But because you’ve tried everything.

You’ve done the work.
You’ve invested.
You’ve shown up.
You’ve pushed yourself to grow, to heal, to evolve.

And still…

Something isn’t landing.

Something still feels off.
Disconnected.
Unsettled in your own body.

And you’re done apologizing for it.

Done making yourself wrong.
Done pretending you’re “almost there.”

Because deep down, you know:

This isn’t about doing more.

This Is the Moment Most Women Misread

Right here—this space you’re in—

Where things feel quiet…
unclear…
like the momentum you once had has disappeared…

This is where most women panic.

They think they’re regressing.
That they’ve lost something.
That they need to fix it—fast.

So they override themselves. Again.

They go back to performing.
Back to proving.
Back to abandoning their own body just to feel movement.

But you’re not there anymore.

You can’t go back to that.

What You’re Actually In

You’re in a Sacred Pause.

Not because you’re stuck—

But because something deeper is trying to come online.

Your body is no longer available for the old way.

The overgiving.
The overthinking.
The constant reaching.

Your system is asking for something else now:

Truth.
Grounding.
Sovereignty.

And that requires a different kind of movement.

Not force.

Presence.

This Is Where Sovereignty Begins

Sovereignty doesn’t begin when everything is clear.

It begins right here—

In the moment where you choose:

Not to override.
Not to rush.
Not to abandon yourself just to feel in control again.

But to stay.

To listen.

To return to your body… even when it’s uncomfortable.

Because you know:

If you keep going the way you were—
you’ll keep getting the same result.

And you’re no longer available for that.

This is the threshold.

The moment where you stop trying to fix yourself—
and start leading yourself.

I’m holding a space for this:

Earth, Body & Field: The Sovereign Woman

For the woman who has tried everything…
and is finally ready to do this differently.

Not from force.
Not from performance.

But from embodied truth.

If you feel this, you already know.

Earth, Body & Field: The Sovereign Woman

Returning to the Breath of Remembrance.

The center is already within you. The Sovereign Woman.

This winter, I entered a season of deep contemplation.

I anchored my breath into a new space in Northern California—
sitting with the stillness of the land,
allowing myself to stabilize after years of being on the road.

I let myself take a long exhale.
Listening to the breath of my body.
Listening for what was being asked of me now.

What I found surprised me.

I realized I had been so deeply in service
that I had lost touch with parts of myself.

And more than that—
I saw how easily it happens.

In between breaths.
In between decisions.
In between doing what we believe is the next right thing.

So quietly, we drift.

Earth, Body & Field is an invitation to return.
To coherence.
To the place within you that has never been lost.

Shadow & Sovereignty

There’s a balance we are harmonizing right now. A code we are anchoring into Mother Earth to help us remember who we are. It’s not exactly rainbows and flowers. Those of us here at this time, are called to set forth this powerful work. In the process, we are pushed and pulled and kneaded in a way; we are guided into deep divine remembrance. How this looks, is what we are seeing. The divisions are present. The distractions are predominant. Our sacred walk is to stay united as we are challenged to fragment.

Perhaps the pieces of us that are fragmenting, are the ones we no longer need to keep, the shadows, the heavy dense energies; and what we are calling back to us, are the original blueprints we were always meant to have, our sovereignty, our Sacred Sovereign Self.

If you are feeling overwhelmed by the fragmentations, notice that—honor it—and gently bring your divine memories back to you—

I call all divine memories, all soul pieces, all parts of me—from all timelines, all spaces, all realities—I call you home into my sacred heart. May we come together in unity and peace. May we ponder in peace. May we live with ease. May we learn how to walk softly on this Earth.

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Cihuacóatl Rising: Calling on the Warrior Mother in a Time of Displacement

We are living through a time when Indigenous and Mexican peoples of the Américas are once again being torn from the land that holds our ancestors’ bones. Families are removed from their homes by ICE agents, children taken from their parents at the border—ripped from the arms of their mothers and fathers, community members deported to places they haven’t lived since childhood or ever. The violence feels old—older than the nation-states that pretend to own this land. It echoes the first displacements under colonization, the forced removals, the fracturing of kinship networks. Our people know this wound. It lives in our bodies like a memory we never asked to inherit.

In these moments of rupture, we do not only need the comforting mother, the one who soothes us when the world breaks apart. We also need the Warrior Mother—the one who stands at the threshold with a serpent at her feet and says: You will not cross alone.

This is where Cihuacóatl returns to us.

Anzaldúa mentions her only briefly in Borderlands, but her silence leaves an opening, a space for those of us living these ruptures to understand Cihuacóatl in our own moment. Traditionally, she is a serpent-woman deity linked to birth, death, crossroads, and warrior mothers. She is not the soft maternal figure we sometimes associate with Tonantzin or Guadalupe. She is the fierce mother. The one who protects those passing through dangerous thresholds. The one who knows what it means to fight for the survival of her children.

And today, we are standing at thresholds everywhere—nepantla made literal.
On the borderlands, at detention centers, in the limbo of deportation proceedings, in the ache of separation from family and homeland. We are suspended between worlds, between identities, between the memories of where we come from and the fear of what we may lose next.

In Anzaldúa’s conocimiento, nepantla is the unstable, painful space before transformation. But she never tells us who guards us there. She gives us Coatlicue to explain the visceral shock, the darkness that tears us open—but she does not name the mother who stands at the doorway before that descent. Today, many of us feel that absence. And it is Cihuacóatl who steps forward to fill it.

Cihuacóatl is the sentinel of nepantla, the guardian of those who must cross.
She does not remove the pain—she fortifies us for it.
She walks beside those who migrate, who flee violence, who are forced to start over.
She stands with families torn apart.
She bears witness when the state tries to uproot us from our homelands yet again.

Where Coatlalopeuh–Tonantzin nurtures and anchors us in ancestral belonging, Cihuacóatl gives us the strength to face injustice head-on. These are not rival energies; they are different faces of the serpent mother. Tonantzin holds us. Cihuacóatl defends us. Both are needed now.

As Indigenous people of the Américas—as people whose histories stretch across these continents long before borders—we are experiencing a collective Coatlicue moment. A moment of rupture so deep it shakes identity, family, and spirit. But before Coatlicue’s darkness takes hold, Cihuacóatl is the one who says:

I will guard you.
I will stand at the threshold.
I will walk with you as you cross this danger.
You are not alone.

In calling on her, we are not asking for miracles. We are calling upon ancestral memory, upon the strength of our warrior mothers, upon the knowledge that our survival has always depended on those who refused to let us be erased.

Cihuacóatl rises in us each time we resist displacement.
Each time we reclaim our belonging to this land.
Each time we insist that we are still here, still Indigenous, still connected to the Mother who birthed us.

In a world that keeps trying to tear us from our roots, she reminds us of a truth older than the border:

We are children of this continent.
We carry the serpent mother in our blood.
And we will not be removed again without a fight.

Amplify your Reiki Practice

You can create an artistic, symmetrical and colorful mandala to use as your foundation for your grid.

Creating a Crystal Grid with Reiki

Creating a crystal reiki grid is easy and fun! Creating a grid is empowering, healing and allows for Reiki energy to be sent continuously even while you are not physically sending.

Whether you are working on a personal goal like changing your nutritional habits, or empowering a business idea, like a thriving Reiki practice or supporting the healing process of another person---whatever you are seeking to support, a grid will assist you and you will see and experience transformative shifts in the process.

There are many ways to approach the creation of a grid.

Questions to ask and set:

What is your intention for the grid?

Is it for a situation, individual, other, for many people/animals/situations at the same time?

Are you seeking abundance, prosperity, creativity, inspiration, optimal health?

The cool thing with a grid is it can be for all these things and more. I have one general healing grid—my reiki peace grid that I use as a base for everything else I want to do. Sometimes, I create a grid for one specific person or situation. These can be personalized for a specific client or issue you may be dealing with that needs especially charged and focused healing energy.

Setting the intention or placing a purpose for the grid is the first step in creating it.

What do you want to use it for?

Once you have an intention, let the energy guide you to connect with the energetically appropriate items for your grid.

 What tools do you need to create a Crystal Grid?

1. Foundation: A piece of paper is the simplest-OR, you can color/create a mandala and use that as your foundation. I like to use the flower of life or similar circular and symmetrical shapes for the foundation of the grid. Anything works really, just follow your inner guidance. You can make your own or print some from online. I also like to use the Reiki Peace Grid as a foundation so I connect with the Reiki Peace Grids physically located around the globe. I have also enjoyed using this FREE crystal grid template.

2. . Crystal(s) or Stone(s) or a Rock(s)-_You can use as little as 1, 3, 5, 7, 8, 13 or 15 to place on your grid, whatever calls you for the specific purpose. If you choose more than 1 crystal, make sure that all your chosen stones/crystals energetically feel in balance with each other. In order to know if they are, just place them in your hands or place your hands over them, and ask if they want to work together, if you sense one doesn’t belong with the bunch—it might naturally pop out or will feel unbalanced. Trust your intuition and inner guidance. Ask yes or no questions until you find the harmonious resonance that matches your initial intention. Make sure your crystals are cleared before use and designate them for your healing crystal grid.

3. Make an affirmation for added Reiki flow. When I create grids, I like to create affirmation(s)/prayers and place those affirmations under the grid so I can empower the specific goals and intentions. I also like to write the names of specific persons either on the grid or on a paper under the grid or I place a cup/bowl with names on top of the grid.

I pray for all beings to receive healing light energy, Reiki and unconditional divine love, in alignment with their highest spiritual wisdom and the greater good of the collective.

May divine light and wisdom permeate in and around all beings on this Reiki grid for the highest good of all and in alignment with their highest spiritual wisdom and for the greater good and wisdom of the collective.

I invite the spiritual guidance of Reiki to illuminate the necessary healing for each of the beings on this Reiki grid. May each being receive healing in alignment with the highest good of all.

Once you have your intention, affirmations, names, foundational grid, and the crystlas or objects you will use, you are ready to put it together. I often add names or affirmations as I go along too. Don’t worry—you can change, take off, add, shift any parts of the grid as you feel inclined.

Spend a few minutes at your Reiki grid daily. Enjoy the amazing healing beneifts and the amplication your grid provides.

You may take a photo of your grid and send Reiki hwile you are away from your grid or as you feel called to empower and energize your grid with Reiki. You may wish to set it for 3 days, 10 days, 30 days or more (until that intention has completed). I often have a stable Reiki Grid that I use for multi-purposes. When I feel it’s time, I will shift or remove crystals, take it apart and start over—let your intuition flow.

Love and Light,

Ana

When the veil thins.

When the Veil Thins

When the veil thins, we begin to sense what lies just beyond our ordinary sight — the pulse of other realms, the whispers between worlds. It can feel both sacred and unsettling, especially on a night like Hallow’s Eve.

That (last) night, my dog Maya killed a mouse.

I tried to stop her, heart torn between instinct and tenderness. I didn’t want the mouse to die. But I also knew this was not random — it was medicine.

In animal teachings, Mouse represents scrutiny, hyper-awareness — the tendency to dissect, inspect, and control. Mouse energy sees every crumb, every shadow, every tiny detail.

So I asked myself: Is this the energy that needs to die in me?

My husky — a guardian between worlds — seemed to know. What she enacted was not just instinct, but a clearing.

Sometimes, life delivers the ceremony we didn’t plan.

As I buried the mouse and laid down cedar, I honored both lives — the one that ended and the one within me that’s ready to release its grip on constant vigilance.

This season invites us to do the same: to let what’s small and anxious fall away, to trust the greater rhythm of life and death. Día de los Muertos reminds us that endings are never just endings — they’re transformations, returns, renewals.

Mouse energy has crossed over, making space for something larger: trust, intuition, and faith in what’s unseen.

May we all loosen our hold on what we can’t control — and allow the mystery to guide us home.

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When Women Weep

It’s not just about Reiki, or about this or that… it’s not just about another class, it’s about embodying and experiencing an energy that brings us immediate peace. We are the temples. We are the sacred spaces. We are the spaces that need healing. We are the healers. Why? Because the world is so utterly out of balance. That’s why we need healers. For generations in my family, the women have always been the ones to care for the children, the sick and the mothers giving birth. We are the wisdom keepers. The brujas they say, but we say curanderas, we say las que saben curar y sobar…the ones who know about healing ways. While women weep, there has always been another woman to care for her, hold her, give her space, bring her teas, but today, we are so removed from our communities. We are afraid of each other. We can’t trust—because someone might call la migra on you, someone might say you can’t exist in this space.

In my most innocent heart, it doesn’t make sense. It is in unity, in commUNITY that we will rise. It is supporting each other in love. I don’t mean to ignore the pain, witness and honor it, and offer it love and compassion from the deepest part of my being.

"If we penetrate deeply into all aspects and all areas of life, we will find that hidden behind everything is love." — Amma

Woman Weeping

Sisters Becoming

In the glow of ceremony and the hush of dawn…

We gathered — souls remembering who we are beneath the noise of the world. Two nights of medicine, music, and celestial balance. This is a story of healing, of opening the heart, of sun meeting moon, and of strangers becoming sisters beneath the watchful eyes of Orion.

The First Night: Remembering from Within

It was two days of pure bliss. The healing that unfolded was beyond words — deep, ancient, and intimate. I sat between my husband and my dearest sacred sister, held in the gentle embrace of medicine that invited us to expand our consciousness and remember who we truly are.

Within the circle — a sacred container of light and intention — we unraveled the hidden layers within ourselves. The sounds of the instruments moved through us, each vibration reshaping our very cells. Healing began from the inside out, like waves of light reorganizing our being.

That first night was an inward journey — not before the fire, but within the quiet warmth of collective presence. Men and women alike, we sat in the medicine, remembering our shared essence beyond form and name.

The Second Night: Fire, Stars, and the Dance of Becoming

On the second night, we gathered again — this time to honor the fire. We stayed awake beneath the vast sky, our hearts open to the rhythm of the flames and the wisdom of the stars. Orion stood tall with his arrow poised, lighting the heavens as the sisters moved and the men held sacred space beside us.

In the soft light of early morning, we shared a cup of sacred cacao and gathered in stillness. The circle was quiet yet alive — our voices weaving prayers into the dawn. Sacred women. Sisters becoming.

In that moment, I turned to a woman I had just met the night before — a stranger, yet not a stranger — and invited her into my heart as a sister. I allowed myself to be seen, to be vulnerable, to say: I love you. I support you. I honor you. I care for you.

Tears of joy streamed down my face as I witnessed my own openness — the fire reflecting our collective healing, the divine masculine honoring our conversation in silence. We were healing from the outside in, the sacred balance of energies holding us steady as love flowed freely through every soul in the circle.

Integration: Carrying the Light Forward

As I return from the ceremonies, I carry the light of those two nights within me — the dance of sun and moon now pulsing through my breath, my words, my walk in the world. The medicine continues to move, reminding me that healing is not a single moment but a continuous unfolding.

I feel softer and stronger all at once — grounded in the earth, yet connected to the stars. The balance we cultivated in those sacred circles lives on in the way I listen, in how I love, in how I honor both the divine feminine and masculine within and around me.

Every sunrise feels like a blessing, every encounter a chance to remember: we are all walking each other home, one open heart at a time.

Author’s Note

This reflection comes from my personal journey — two ceremonies that opened my heart and reminded me of the sacred balance we all hold within. Every path of healing looks different, and what I share here is simply my experience of remembering and becoming.

May these words serve as an offering of light, not as guidance but as a mirror — a reminder that love, presence, and connection are always available, in whatever form your own medicine takes. 🌙 For inner work with me, please book a free consultation HERE or send me a message via EMAIL.